WARNING: THIS POST IS SOMEWHAT GRAPHIC
I thought I lost the baby before but I didn’t. This morning I lost a large solid mass and there was blood everywhere – on my clothes, my hands, the bathroom floor, sink, etc. I didn’t stop bleeding for 2.5 hours (filling a pad literally every 5 minutes) and I was in one of the worst pains I’ve ever been in – physically and emotionally. I cried straight through the whole 2.5 hours until I finally feel asleep from utter exhaustion. This is by far one of the most graphic and traumatic experiences of my life. I’m not up for celebrating my birthday much.